The
Burn Journals by Brent Runyon, Knopf Publishers
(Young Readers Group), Non-fiction 384 pp., $17.95
This is such a powerful book that it will affect any
reader profoundly. When he was a young teen Brent Runyon doused himself
with gasoline and set himself on fire. He wanted to die. He was a
wickedly funny young man who was having difficulties in school, and he
feared being a disappointment to his parents.His underpinnings were
good, living with his parents and brother in Falls Church, Virginia, and
his prospects appeared excellent. With transparent honesty, Runyon
details his year of physical and emotional recovery, and in one
particularly touching moment, after he has had his first agonizing
"bath", he enters his hospital room and views the many expressions of
caring that arrived from family, classmates, friends, and strangers, and
he writes, "I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy."
The reader learns about the treatment of burn patients,
and the heroic efforts of their caregivers who emerge here as the heroes
they are. Through it all, Runyon maintains his sense of humor through
the skin grafts, and the crushing pain. He comes to appreciate small
things like the feel of ice cream as it melts and cools his throat.
Runyon’s physical condition meets his psychological dimension as he is
forced to examine the reasons for his despair. He faced issues all young
men face like puberty and his impending coming of age. The good news is
Runyon’s triumph. He graduated from high school with his class, and he
received a degree with honors from Ithaca College. He lives in Woods
Hole with his girlfriend and her children.
The following is a message Brent Runyon wrote in August:
"People ask me why I set myself on fire. And I think what they want to
hear is a simple answer. Something that’s easy to understand. They want
an answer that will make some sense-make it go away.And I’m sorry to
disappoint them, that my answer is not so simple. My reasons at the time
didn’t make sense-they’re not logical. I was sad. I was in trouble.I was
worried about school and friends. Worried that my parents wouldn’t love
me anymore. Those are good reasons to take a nap, not to set yourself on
fire. And I guess what I’ve figured out all these years later is that
these aren’t reasons-they’re excuses. When I was fourteen, I wanted very
badly to die and I gathered up "reasons" until they equaled a quarter
gallon of gasoline, a bathrobe and a box of strike anywhere matches.
That was the grand mistake of my life-lighting that match-and I’ve spent
most of the past thirteen years thinking about it. I’ve lived with this
almost as long as I’ve lived without it. And here’s what I’ve come up
with. The second hardest thing to do in life is to change from a child
into an adult. There are so many ways top mess up. So many ways to get
lost. It’s like crossing the ocean in a rowboat. Sometimes you lose an
oar. Sometimes the boat takes on water. Sometimes it’s night and you’re
lost in the fog and there’s left to do is scream, "I am lost in the
middle of the ocean in a row boat, and I don’t know what to do." I
encourage people to scream. Screaming, sometimes, is the only way to be
heard. And I know there are so many young people out there who have
stopped eating. Who are cutting themselves. Who are measuring the
distance between rooftops and pavement. And I just wanted to say to them
that you can tie your boats together. You can help each other paddle.
You can cross the ocean in a row boat. Because the other thing, the
hardest thing to do in life is to die." The value of this forthright and
well written account is made self-evident by Runyon’s own words.
Born
Fighting: How the Scots-Irish Shaped America by
James Webb, Broadway Books, History, 369 pp., $25.95
They gave us country music and NASCAR along with many
prominent American icons such as Daniel Boone, Davy Crockett, Bill
Clinton, and George S. Patton among others. They are the Scots-Irish
whose history, as told by Webb, is fascinating. Two thousand years ago,
members of this ethnicity repelled the Romans. Later it was the English.
This is the race that descended from warriors such as William Wallace (Braveheart)
but who fled Ireland by the hundreds of thousands in the 1700’s, settled
on inhospitable land in Tennessee and West Virginia and then migrated
westward. The Scots-Irish were rejected by New England Puritan society
because of their rowdiness and slovenliness, but some migrated
nonetheless to Maine, New Hampshire, and Vermont. Virginia’s Anglican
Tidewater communities rejected them as well, but allowed the Scots-Irish
to dwell further inland in exchange for their fighting the Indians. They
are called trailer trash and rednecks today, but their influence on the
emerging nation was large, as it was, perhaps, in the most recent
presidential elections. These are people from many of the red states.
Webb has been criticized for excluding the contributions of Scots-Irish
women from his work. His telling of the migration and its history is
captivating, however, and it clearly illuminates the reasons for the
troubles in Ireland which persist to this day. Webb is a descendant of
this race which he alleges does not value education. Nor do these people
honor any rules but those created locally. They are fiercely independent
and they love to fight, and they are Presbyterians. They have fought in
every American war, and they have produced more than a dozen presidents.
Webb is a splendid writer who engages the reader completely on page one
with his obvious love for his race and its long and volatile history.
False
Profits by Patricia Smiley, Mysterious Press, 292 pp., Mystery, $23.95
A management consultant meets murder in this confident
and polished debut. Tucker Sinclair, thirty, divorced, and up for a
partnership in a Los Angeles firm, creates a business plan for a doctor
with big dreams for his neurological practice. Tucker later learns that
her client altered her proposal and apparently swindled $11M from his
investors who are now suing her boss. The problem is Tucker can’t find a
copy of her business plan, and her boss has suspended her and given her
one week to come up with it.
Complicating Tucker’s life are her mother, Pookie the
actress, who has moved in to Tucker’s small house on the beach with her
West Highland terrier; her aunt, who is suing to open the probate that
gave Tucker her inheritance from her father; and her ex-husband who is
making noise about getting back together. Tops on the young woman’s
priority list is getting back the documents and salvaging her
professional reputation while babysitting a dog and dodging killers. The
bright spot in all of this is a tall and handsome detective who’s
keeping an eye on more than Tucker’s back.
Smiley’s deliciously funny one- liners come fast and
furious. The plot is solid, and the writing is great. This one is sure
to satisfy.
The
Surrogate Thief by Archer Mayor, Mysterious
Press, Mystery, 294 pp., $24.95
This is the fifteenth book in the Joe Gunther series,
but you can start here even if you’re unfamiliar with Mayor’s work.
Gunther, the bright and introspective top cop in Vermont, is chasing a
killer who struck in Brattleboro 32 years ago. As his beloved wife lay
dying from cancer, Gunther was torn between the case and his personal
tragedy compounded by the suicide of the victim’s elderly wife. But now,
the gun used in the old killing has resurfaced, and the memories, both
personal and professional, have returned. The memories of his dead wife
intrude on his current relationship with former prosecutor and liberal
Democrat Gail Zigman who is running for state senate in a hotly
contested race and who, at the present time, has little time for Joe.
Melancholy seems to overtake Joe as he interviews the
suspects and witnesses from the original murder. They were all young and
vital once, but some of them have died or deteriorated horribly. One of
them was murdered just before the detective tracked him toGloucester.
What is it that ties the past to the present, and what is at stake now
to cause a recent spate of related killings?
The atmospherics of this series are so vivid. When Mayor
writes that it’s snowing, you can feel the wet flakes on your face. When
it rains, you can hear the swipe of the windshield wipers across car
windows. When Gunther goes to the Gloucester waterfront, you can smell
the diesel fumes and low tide. When he describes his characters, you
know who they are, what they look like, and how they think.
Mayor, an assistant to Vermont’s medical examiner, has
the expertise to inject realism into every one of his books. Recently he
was honored by the New England Bookseller’s Association and received the
group’s 2004 award for fiction, a first for a crime writer. This series
is a winner, and this particular entry is its best to date.